i can't sleep. im running out of things to do. im sick. its been a terrible day. I miss manny and how he's always there for me. My friend got arrested. i feel alone. empty. incomplete. confused. idk what to do. Are these one of those days that god throws at you? to prove to you how much you can actually take? im taking it okai. i haven't cried. I dont think i have many tears now a days. Nothing seems worth it anymore. Im interested then i lose interest. I want to feel as i have before once upon a time. My mind plays with my heart. They never agree. I want to be taught a dance by someone inspirational; like mia michaels. I want to run endlesly and not have this cold stop me half way down the block. I want to jump into the ocean and not be afraid of the creatures that live in it. I want to smile and mean it today.
i want to feel alive
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