Stress

A persons worst enemy. Stress can't make things better just worse, i didn't realize i was as stressed as i am. But the attitude i give off, the fact that i can't memorize anything anymore and my constant confusion. Didnt arise from one day to the next. I have kept my self busy to avoid the situation of speaking to krewd. But sadly it has now become my busy schedule plus krewd and manny and everything. i really dont know what to do, its one of those can't live with you can't live without you sort of ordeals. Friends? dont really feel like i got any. My cousins a mess and my sister is ... distant... I feel bad for manny really i do he considers me his everything and im sure i could too, i just need to lose him. Now i know you can't just ask someone to break up with you, and making the decision on your own doesn't have the same sentimental value. Im a little fucked up in the head right now... off to the gym