Another 24

So to my suprise i barely hear from him. I haven't seen him since the 17. He leaves to orlando or so that was the last thing i heard from him. All the days hes been gone ive been home. he always liked it best when i stayed home. So for his hapiness i always did. I didn't have many friends. Since all of mine were drug abusers. And my sister didn't ever want me around cause i was a burden. One night they finally decide to invite me to matador to hear our friend eddy DJ and to get free drinks.( Im not much of a drinker though so i stay sober.) Krewd finally calls me that day and i tell him my plans and he says i wanted to chill with you today. Im caught between wanting to see him and wanting to be with my cousins. So i tell him that he has made me wait this long that he could wait one more day, cause i dont want to sell out. He however gets offended and clicks. Cause its what he does best. And when i call him that night when i get home. Mind you im LETSBAGETS. He just flat out tells me. its over. Haha and not only does he break up with me on the phone he turns off his phone. So there i am torn into pieces. Super lets and feeling like my heart stopped beating and all i can do is cry and call his voice mail to leave him messages in regards to what i feel. He didn't care. He finally comes to call me an hour later and tell me i'll see you this saturday. Hopeful me i go to sleep with a smile thinking i have hope all over again.