Annabelle

Annabelle always tangles me and her up in a web of lies. so we are officially not on speaking terms. First time it happens. Super odd to me. We haven't talked for 2 days. Krewd came to my house today cause its the 17th. I dont see me and him lasting much longer this is getting annoying. The having to sneak him in. I told manny how ever. I think he deserves to know when i see him

He texted me!!

Manny finally decided to wipe his ass with what i said. Thank god, about time he finally does. He truly doesn't get the fact that, thats what he needs to do sometime. Pull me out of my current mentality and show me there is a better way.

I think its time

I think thats its time to make a final decision. If i keep missing krewd it must obviously mean cause i can't live with out him and i must want him. So ive decided i can no longer talk to manny until i decide i really want to be with him and its gonna suck cause he is truly my best friend but i got to do it. I let manny know already. and hes willing to go along with my decision as i please.

I finally saw krewd today its been about a month. All i can do is talk about manny though. I truly dont get myself. I have krewd i want manny. I have manny i want krewd. Wtf is wrong with me. Im truly a demented fuck.

As for my mom she is giving me a super hard time about krewd have being in my house. Ughhhh why can't she just let it be

Stupid me

I have offically one the retard award of 2009. I went 2 weeks without talking to him and i texted him saying happy new year. I think i should just leave it at this cause we know it wasn't a smart choice

New years

Manny spent New years with me =) its as if were going out even though were not. We had awesome sex in mariels complex in the Taurus. First time of the year was him =) haha. We did absolutely nothing after though boring new year night