Back from new york

I had a great weekend. We didn't fight. We got along. We smoked. I got my head a little straight. Krewd asked me out. But i didn't say yes. I said i didn't know and i left it at that

Im off to new york

one whole weekend with krewd in the city of new york. I've decided to not take my phone. To see what a mini vacation with krewd felt like. We were off to a great start

I love you

I dont know what would posses me to ask such a question on the phone. But i asked manny how much he liked me. I put a scale 1-10. Im sure it was just to see what to do about the whole manny and krewd thing. If manny did like me alot i would continue with him and drop krewd. But if he wasn't sure of us. I didn't want to be sure of him. I told manny 1 was barely and 10 was love. And he said 10.


Love is a word that scares me. I had been through it. And hated it. I knew i was bound to feel it again. But i didn't want to walk into something knowing i might go through it all again. especially after only knowing a person for a month. Its hard to swallow. He barely knew me. Anything abuot me. So many things i had left out or not shown. There was only one thing to do.

I got away from him

2 years

its funny that i should remember this day.





BUT I DONT lmfaooooo

Beach

i decided to go to the beach with krewds friend. that i had been hitting on to get information out of. Its funny how guys are so easily tricked. that guy led me to all the information i needed to know. Like how girls use to sit on krewds lap in school around the time his grandma died. cough cough. January. (when we were still together) Or like the fact of how krewd was more of a delinquint than i ever knew of.

Duewski . How ever you spell his name. Was just about as boring as krewd even more. That hole day i spent it with miry we even found a guy with a snake.